Ya Badrotim (Wahai Purnama)

love this piano piece soooo much!

i guess i'm this man's fan now. i don't really know his name, but here's his facebook page.

https://www.facebook.com/Incikkazak2?fref=ts

Ya Badrotim

Ya Badrotim, Ya Badrotim

Minha zakul lakamaalii

Madza yu'a, Madza yu'a

Biruan 'ulaa kama qaalii 

Ya Badrotim, Ya Badrotim

Minha zakul lakamaalii

Madza yu'a, Madza yu'a

Biruan 'ulaa kama qaalii 

Antalladzi asyrak tafii

Ufuqhil 'ulaa

Antalladzi asyrak tafii

Ufuqhil 'ulaa

Famakhautabill 

Anwarikullaa dhallali

Famakhautabill 

Anwarikullaa dhallali

Ya Badrotim, Ya Badrotim

Minha zakul lakamaalii

Madza yu'a, Madza yu'a

Biruan 'ulaa kama qaalii 

Sholla alaikallahu robbi

Robbi daa iman

Sholla alaikallahu robbi

Robbi daa iman

Abadan ma'al ibkariwal ashollii

Abadan ma'al ibkariwal ashollii

Ya Badrotim, Ya Badrotim

Minha zakul lakamaalii

Madza yu'a, Madza yu'a

Biruan 'ulaa kama qaalii 

Antalladzi asyrak tafii

Ufuqhil 'ulaa

Antalladzi asyrak tafii

Ufuqhil 'ulaa

Famakhautabill 

Anwarikullaa dhallali

Famakhautabill 

Anwarikullaa dhallali

Haha no Komoriuta (Mai-Otome)

Another video from Youtube. I do not own this video. This is just a fan-made video from anime Mai-Otome.

I'd liked this music piece ever since I bought the CDs for the anime. Never would have thought I would be able to play this piece someday. It feels like candies fell from heaven! >,<  

I should quit this whole thing before it is too late. I am still learning and memorizing the notes of Innocence but yet another piece just came out from nowhere. One by one, please! 
Learning keyboard sure is hard. Not to mention that I barely able to read the scores. Lucky me that I got Synthesia. Save me lots of time.


Currently learning Innocence, but as I got to the hard part, I almost gave up. Pfffft~ If this continues, I wont be able to play this piece even in a lifetime. But then when I saw my fellow friends can play piano so well, I got so damn jealous that I swore to be a better pianist than YIRUMA. That's just too much. Hahaha. Silly me.

Just a beginner, *sigh* How I wish to get better soooon!

So Far

I don't like it here.
Yes, that's the truth. I wish I could turn back time even if it is just for a second. My life during my secondary school days are much sweeter, much tender and much gentler in fact. Ayu and Izham; both are my cousins, and we paid great respects to each other. The three of us used to be in the same class. My friends, Ainun, Thania, Sal, Nabila, Fatin, Farah, Mira, Bashir, Hisham, Irshad (sorry for those name I do not mention) they made my life so beautiful. And that is the reason I love them so much. My friends here are obviously different, in character, in personality, and in manners. I just can't cope with this situation even when I do have friends who understands me the way I am.

What did you feel if your friends refused to answer your call? Calling you a nuisance? I heard from my friend, that one of them even called me 'orang gila' or in proper English, 'crazy woman' (best-suited). I'm hurt of course, but I paid no attention as she actually had done many other great deeds for me before. I just use that excuse to cover everything up. It is okay. It would be fine. Right, SD?
The other three pretended not to hear anything. They knew I called, and just put their hand phones away. That's pretty much of a drama. I knew this. Do you think I am stupid? I am just being ignorant. Putting my anger in the front line would never bring any benefits to me at all.I ignore everything they did up to this point. I think I would continue to be like this, being ignorant to the situation around me. If I don't, I would end up being hurt again. For now, I will just remember every good deeds that they have done for me and erase the bad ones. I would be alright again. Keep smiling :)

Lucky me that I managed to survive this situation for already two years and a half. Another 2 years to go. Fighting!

Well, I am not the type to talk about others, but I did tell my closest friend about what I personally feel inside. Is that wrong? I don't like to spread rumours about others and I am sure to hate those who spread rumours about me and my private life. My life consists of my Creator; Allah SWT, my beloved Rasulullah SAW, my father, mother, elder brother and younger brother. I love HIM and I love them so much of course :) Is there anything to be jealous about? No, nothing. You have your own family, and I have mine. The only difference is how you appreciate their existence in your life. My family is the most significant thing that I ever had so far.

Hah! By the way, yesterday, my ex roommate snapped a picture of me with the piano with her DSLR. It came out great of course even though it was just a random snap. Hahaha. I am so damn happy! How I wish to realise the dream of owning my own grand piano one day! It is not just a dream, it is an ambition of mine. I would surely, one day realise it. Just wait and see. My first keyboard is Casio CTK-230. It feels great to be with my 'Kibah'. His name is Kibah, my keyboard, I mean. Hahaha. What a weird name it is.

p/s : 'When life is treating you like a rock, become a stone'

Life is melody itself.

I am currently learning the keyboard. Being a keyboardist is not that easy. However, I will try my best. I really, really love piano. I don't know how, but I like slow music so much. Even if others said that instrumental music is boring, I don't care the slightest!
To be exact, I don't know how to read the notes. I know some of them, but I would take alot of time just to interprete one! Hahaha. Reading scores is not my thing after all. It has been about 3 months since I learned hitting the keys >.<
And to my dismay, there's only few songs that I can remember well.

Omokage by Kakishima Shinji - I have changed the tempo and keys. I'm sorry for Kakishima :P
Tears by Lisa - changed a few lines according to what suits my taste and ears
Nursery Rhymes (Haha!) - okay. I have also changed those, adding some keys :D

It is so hard to practice everyday since I always have work to do. Especially in the middle of the semester when I have tonnes and tonnes of assignments. Hardly spend time in my hobby. Huh.