Tuesday, May 29, 2012


Katawa Shoujo - Innocence

This piano song is the best I've ever come across other than Kiss the Rain (Yiruma), River Flows In You (Yiruma), Dwelling Narrowness (Chinese Movie), Soushitsu (from anime Mai-Hime), Omokage (Kakijima Shinji), Friendship (Katawa Shoujo), Kiseki (Kakijima Shinji), A Letter (Yukie Nishimura), Sadness and Sorrow (Naruto), Namida no Theme/Theme of Tears (Gundam Seed), Song of A Secret Garden, It's Hard To Say Goodbye (Micheal Ortega) and a few others. 

I've the MIDI FILES and PDF Music Sheets and if you guys would like to have one, contact me via e-mail. I would be glad to help my fellow keyboardists. 

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

No More Tears

She is saddened by the fact that the other girl is far superior and beyond her reach. 
That girl will someday become his girlfriend. 
She tried to think clearly. 
And then she realized this world is so big that she would regret to continue this stupidity. 
There are millions of men out there and many would love to make her their special someone. 
So, why wait for that someone who knows nothing about her? Even her existence in his life is not significant. So, her hypothesis is accepted. 
She will get to know other ppl and ignore the fate that has entangled her life for so long now. She will leave it behind. 
She surely would. 
Life will always be of candy and marshmallow.
That's what she decides.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Palestinian Prisoners Hunger Strike Support Visuals

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Monday, May 7, 2012

Health and Beauty Day

Yesterday, my friends and I went to AlJabbar consultant to get treatment. Well, we are not sick, but it is of a sudden urge to take good care of our body.
I have a check up there, and I am quite astonished to know that my blood is actually acidic. No wonder I am easily fatigue and sleepy most of the time. Even my hobby is sleeping! haha Only then I knew I have allergy on milk, dusts, smoke, alcohol and hair coloring. I mean, I never thought that I have this kind of allergy. Ever since I was a kid, whenever I drank some milk, I would feel as if my stomach is bloated. I thought it is normal. About the alcohol allergy, I never knew because I never drank one in my entire life. Lucky me that alcohol is strictly prohibited in Islam. :)

My weight is 45.2 kg and my height is of 157 cm. She told me I am of average BMI level and that's a relief. Those haters out there, please don't call me 'pokok' anymore. You never see me wearing tight t and you never knew how I would look like wearing one. Hahaha. Some people keep mocking me cause they are jealous! They would never had the chance to have a body as slim as mine! Keep hating me will do. That will make me even happier to know you are being jealous of me. :) Someone told me I have a body of SNSD member. Well, I can't deny that because it is true! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Jealous? Thank you. :P

Sorry SD, I am being so positive today, you might feel like throwing up right? :D 

About Acidosis (Acidic Blood) 

Acidosis is an increased acidity in the blood and other body tissue (i.e., an increased hydrogen ion concentration). If not further qualified, it usually refers to acidity of the blood plasma. Acidosis is said to occur when arterial pH falls below 7.35 (except in the fetus- see below), while its counterpart (alkalosis) occurs at a pH over 7.45. Arterial blood gas analysis and other tests are required to separate the main causes. The term acidemia describes the state of low blood pH, while acidosis is used to describe the processes leading to these states. Nevertheless, the terms are sometimes used interchangeably. The distinction may be relevant where a patient has factors causing both acidosis and alkalosis, wherein the relative severity of both determines whether the result is a high or a low pH. The rate of cellular metabolic activity affects and, at the same time, is affected by the pH of the body fluids. In mammals, the normal pH of arterial blood lies between 7.35 and 7.50 depending on the species (e.g., healthy human-arterial blood pH varies between 7.35 and 7.45). Blood pH values compatible with life in mammals are limited to a pH range between 6.8 and 7.8. Changes in the pH of arterial blood (and therefore the extracellular fluid) outside this range result in irreversible cell damage. 

Symptoms of Acidosis

Friday, May 4, 2012

So Far

I don't like it here.
Yes, that's the truth. I wish I could turn back time even if it is just for a second. My life during my secondary school days are much sweeter, much tender and much gentler in fact. Ayu and Izham; both are my cousins, and we paid great respects to each other. The three of us used to be in the same class. My friends, Ainun, Thania, Sal, Nabila, Fatin, Farah, Mira, Bashir, Hisham, Irshad (sorry for those name I do not mention) they made my life so beautiful. And that is the reason I love them so much. My friends here are obviously different, in character, in personality, and in manners. I just can't cope with this situation even when I do have friends who understands me the way I am.

What did you feel if your friends refused to answer your call? Calling you a nuisance? I heard from my friend, that one of them even called me 'orang gila' or in proper English, 'crazy woman' (best-suited). I'm hurt of course, but I paid no attention as she actually had done many other great deeds for me before. I just use that excuse to cover everything up. It is okay. It would be fine. Right, SD?
The other three pretended not to hear anything. They knew I called, and just put their hand phones away. That's pretty much of a drama. I knew this. Do you think I am stupid? I am just being ignorant. Putting my anger in the front line would never bring any benefits to me at all.I ignore everything they did up to this point. I think I would continue to be like this, being ignorant to the situation around me. If I don't, I would end up being hurt again. For now, I will just remember every good deeds that they have done for me and erase the bad ones. I would be alright again. Keep smiling :)

Lucky me that I managed to survive this situation for already two years and a half. Another 2 years to go. Fighting!

Well, I am not the type to talk about others, but I did tell my closest friend about what I personally feel inside. Is that wrong? I don't like to spread rumours about others and I am sure to hate those who spread rumours about me and my private life. My life consists of my Creator; Allah SWT, my beloved Rasulullah SAW, my father, mother, elder brother and younger brother. I love HIM and I love them so much of course :) Is there anything to be jealous about? No, nothing. You have your own family, and I have mine. The only difference is how you appreciate their existence in your life. My family is the most significant thing that I ever had so far.

Hah! By the way, yesterday, my ex roommate snapped a picture of me with the piano with her DSLR. It came out great of course even though it was just a random snap. Hahaha. I am so damn happy! How I wish to realise the dream of owning my own grand piano one day! It is not just a dream, it is an ambition of mine. I would surely, one day realise it. Just wait and see. My first keyboard is Casio CTK-230. It feels great to be with my 'Kibah'. His name is Kibah, my keyboard, I mean. Hahaha. What a weird name it is.

p/s : 'When life is treating you like a rock, become a stone'

Hey people!

Don't judge me, unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what I have, and cried as many tears as me. Until then, BACK OFF; for you have no idea.