Monday, December 24, 2012

Nu'est - Face

I have been learning to play this song for two to three hours (I think), but I only managed up to a few seconds.  Arrrggghhh! I don't want to give up, but it is so tiring. Feels as if my fingers are going to cramp soon. Tasukete, naruto-kun!

See. the C keys are so far away from each other. my fingers can't manage! I hate this feeling. But then, when I watch the cover videos again, I'm inspired to make one too. But then....!

Well, hoping for a miracle to fall upon me soon heh :P

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Sora (Sky)

Rain drops are not the ones who bring the clouds.
Original picture by : Hana Rie
At : Pantai Sri Tujuh, Tumpat Kelantan.

Never tell me the sky's limit when there are FOOTPRINTS on the moon.
Edited by : Hana Rie
Original picture : Goooooogle

Thursday, December 20, 2012


hehe. my own original recipe of fried rice. well, i am not a good cook really, but it looks like fried rice nevertheless right? hahahaha. Taste? well, you won't die eating it :P
preparing the ingredients took quite some time since i did everything myself. i used garlic, large onion, mixed vege, chillies, cabbages, slices of chicken, soy sauce, u might as well put some chilli sauce, but i prefer to put mashed dried chillies <---- i dont even know what that thing is called even in malay so i came up with my own translation. gomene ! :D 
and last but not least, u must put salt and sugar. hehe. as easy as ABC 

i think i might like cooking after all. 

Wednesday, December 12, 2012


Okay. I guess it is my turn to get sick. I don't know what's wrong with me. Got stomach ache, head ache, fever all in one go. :'(

I want to play my keyboard! But I can't focus in this condition.. 
Looks like I have to be patient. 

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

One Litre of Tears

This Japanese series is based on a true story of Aya Kiito. A young girl diagnosed with Spinocerebellar Degeneration; a disease without a cure.
It is a truly inspirational story where Aya, on her own, fought the disease though she knew the cure is impossible to be found in her lifetime. 

Nowadays people tend to forget the inconvenience of the disabled. We become selfish and greedy. We want what is best for us and mourn for the inconvenience that we face. We blamed God for everything that happened. Little did we know, there are still many people out there facing day-to-day life thinking when would they die with diseases known to kill them eventually. We kept agonizing over  trivial things, over  broken love relationships, while they are suffering even to be alive. How selfish a human would be? 

I realized how selfish I am. I cried for the most trivial matter. I asked why Allah didn't answer my prayer. Now I know, there will always be reasons behind it. I have to be grateful for everything HE gave me. I can walk. I can speak. I can hear. I can eat. I can do any physical activities that I wanted. Thank You ALLAH.

I won't be thinking to have anyone by my side again. I know how YOU are always there for me. It is me that leave YOU. It is only me feeling so alone when YOU have given me everything anyone could ever wish for. Alhamdulillah. 

Monday, December 10, 2012

A Long-Lost-Dream That Might Come True After All

No words would be able to describe my happiness as my parents approved of me going to Japan next year. Hahahaha. Well, if that doesn't come out well, I might be going two years from now as Plan B. Well you know how the alphabets goes. :P

Looks like I have to learn Japanese abit. 
Here comes.

Watashi no namae wa Hana desu.
Hajime mashite. 

Hahaha. By the way, just now we went recreation-ed at the nearby lake.

Well, it was my first time riding on a water bike. Amazing, but I guess it was a lil bit tiring, for me. We will be going there again tomorrow. My brothers are going canoeing. More pictures to come. :D

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Sunshine of Love

Haha. I guess this one puny, little word has come across your life for thousands of time or perhaps, millions. Therefore, i think, there is a need to be a bit philosophized regarding this matter. 

Love is an emotion of a strong affection and personal attachment. Love is also said to be a virtue representing all of human kindness,compassion, and affection —"the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another". Love may describe compassionate and affectionate actions towards other humans, one's self or animals.

In English, love refers to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from pleasure ("I loved that meal") to interpersonal attraction("I love my partner"). "Love" may refer specifically to the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love, to the sexual love of eros, to the emotional closeness of familial love, to the platonic love that defines friendship,or to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love, or to a concept of love that encompasses all of those feelings. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, compared to other emotional states.

Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

Love may be understood as part of the survival instinct, a function to keep human beings together against menaces and to facilitate the continuation of the species.
Source: Wikipedia

Hey people!

Don't judge me, unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what I have, and cried as many tears as me. Until then, BACK OFF; for you have no idea.